Snowball This

Could have sworn I made a posting of this weirdo couple of weeks ago.
Kissed her off - again. Really tried to make 'friends' but she's pretty fucked up.
Nothing new there... remember her getting off on the clitty-bang-bang in the dark.
Won't be persuaded she came on to me in the gazebo before I knew what's what.

Funny to recall riding into the city, switching from IRT to BMT at the Plaza.
Get on and there's the Christian Brother crew. Sort of staring, I'd say. Weird.
They didn't say hello and Brother James, who copped out, barely nodded.
The asshole was there too. He was totally disinterested in mating habits. Pity.

Face Off

Parkside at Cortez... think to go swimming there too. Maybe bring a fellow.
Oh yeah, he's love that; he'd have to be well behaved. You never know. With him.
I'll have to get my bikini out. Long time since exposure to sun. Very dangerous!
I think it would be great. I figure he'd pee in the damned pool. Comes with...

Pretty good shot. Headed for Tucson tomorrow. Catalinas, Canada del Oro.
Tuesday will go to Mission San Xavier. The White Dove. Maybe make Mass.
Yeah, probably can be done. Noted the time. Expect I'll be up early. OK?
Will not create a scene, however much I might like too. Peace in AZ is OK too.

Suck It In

Am feeling great. Sugar management a big plus.

Down to 270# and wearing clothes that didn't fit last month.
Just need to get into 'workout' regime. Walking. Light lifting.
Could walk Metro Center, I suppose, with the other fogies.

Bought a pair of Chukka boots... like Mom got us long ago.
Happily, the mail order pair fit OK and look alright. Yeah.
Will be good to be able to dress neatly for church and stuff.
The get ups locally make everyone look like overgrown tykes!

Better News

After losing my camera battery, the replacement should be here today.
Processed the above from one in the file... turned out just fine. As am I.

Bad News

Haven't been working out as planned, but did drop to 279 pounds.
This by dint of dietary restriction. It has become imperative, so to speak.

After a blood test showing high glucose level, was tested again.
After a shot of pure glucose, I was monitored to see how I metabolized it.
I didn't and the P.A. (in a most blasé manner) told me I had diabetes.
Didn't come as much of a surprise... my grandfather had it.

And I know how I am with the carbohydrates. Fatalistically accepted it.
Brief conversation about taking care of myself with the fellow.
I said it was difficult being alone where eating is a prime social pastime.
Well, have to monitor glucose myself, and get educated.

Issues with kidney function in conjunction with hypertension.
Have been feeling more aged lately. Stiffness, cramps. Winded.
The place is still a mess and I tune so much out in my oblivion.
But I have taken this seriously and have followed the dietary regime.

Lighten Up

Got on a scale yesterday after the workout... 285!
I'm going to get to 260 by 4th of July and 230 on August 2nd.
The goal is 200# by Labor Day. I can do it; cut down on intake.
I'd like not to sleep as much too. Seven hours a night sufficient.

The days are very boring, yes; have got to find things to do.
Would like to master the PhotoSketcher app - I just wing it.
And write more things up here. But not much stimulation.
I'd love to get in touch with Iris. Very dicey situation.

Go Placidly

Memorial Day. Am fixing to go work out. Bought shoes.
Have got to drop 30# for a start... figure I'm at 290.
Would be nice to walk in a garden such as this...
the treadmill will have to suffice. Boring as all hell.