Femme Fatale

I suppose I shall have more to say about this woman some other time. My ex-wife. In the Tuileries Garden, Paris. Quite the story.

Well, after posting this, completely forgot about it. Have forgotten about her. Oddly enough, the fraud of the election last month has me kvetching about cheats. She certainly fits the profile of the criminality rampant too. A thief as well.

We met in an Anthropology class. How stupid of me to focus on her when I might have succeeded in this discipline and had a happy career. Instead, went down the tubes. The love of my life? Ha... never got far beyond it.

😇 Just kidding. I've had a great life despite stupid meddlers. 

Under Pressure

At the doctor. High anxiety. Just need a refill for BP medication. Hope it's not elevated. Weight and activity issues. Feel fine but stamina less. Still smoking. Not taking good care of myself. 

Mix-up and appointment cancelled. Did get refill. Have not rescheduled. Am posting this only to remind myself to shape up

Redeeming Quality

I've failed. Am smoking.
But did make this beautiful picture.
 

Cease Indeed

 

Have achieved one whole day no cigarettes. And under the stress of all sorts of normals fucking up. Trouble with downloads and recharging. Wires or hardware. I don't know. Slowly working it out.

Nice shot of Lynx Lake. Reminds me of another to post. At coffee place in Prescott. From the patio. Great view. Thumb Butte.

And this, from a small while ago. Four Peaks through Tonto Forest.

Of a Nature to Cease

Am wondering whether this will post as I am composing on phone. Making a mark of something as of now. No more cigarettes. As of an hour ago. Heaven help me. Soon to smell the roses.

Presently exasperated trying to download at Wi-Fi locations. Either no signal or weak and slow connection speed. Chose to sit and wsit out my third try in the past half-hour. Too cheap to go to Denny's. 😆  Never had a problem at Panera before and Starbuck's presently is lousy.

Coping well enough without tobacco.

Affiliation

 

May Good Lord have mercy upon us all. Amen.

Contemplating

 

Lovely old house in Prescott. Always thinking about moving north. Complicated contemplation. So alone here in Phoenix, makes no difference where I am with regard to society. It's just the logistics and the economics of the price point on the house. Must look into subsidized Senior housing in Yavapai County. 

Presently just fine. A Metro Center. Panera. Downloading. Getting some air. Listening to traffic! Sometimes I run into acquaintances here. Not today. A beautiful day at that.