I'm always late. I thought I have myself enough time this morning, but no. I had wanted to get there early for to socialize, but no. Huffed and puffed getting dressed. Getting terribly overweight. Must stop eating. That is my sin. Fill up the emptiness, but no. So, it must be or I will die. Soon. Have to find the motivation. I do not wish to die. I'm being negligent. I am so sorry. I need God to do this.
Got to church and thought about pizza. Tried to follow along with the sermon. The woman at the well again. Everlasting water. Not pizza. Left alone. Fought the urge. Pizza. Had a tub. Took a nap. Got back to church. On time. Said a few hellos. No conversation.
I always feel lonelier after being with people. Left. Here I am. This is William de Granville. Chancellor of England 1302-05; Archbishop of York 1304-15. Sir, I'm lonely in your church. I eat to fill it up. Please, God, help me and maybe we'll meet when I do die. Jesus is my Lord and Savior. What more can I? Wish I knew you.
Got to church and thought about pizza. Tried to follow along with the sermon. The woman at the well again. Everlasting water. Not pizza. Left alone. Fought the urge. Pizza. Had a tub. Took a nap. Got back to church. On time. Said a few hellos. No conversation.
I always feel lonelier after being with people. Left. Here I am. This is William de Granville. Chancellor of England 1302-05; Archbishop of York 1304-15. Sir, I'm lonely in your church. I eat to fill it up. Please, God, help me and maybe we'll meet when I do die. Jesus is my Lord and Savior. What more can I? Wish I knew you.
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