Sunday, April 30, 2017

Seeking Company


I'd like so much to get the house fixed up and receive company.
I've broadly invited 'cousins' from England to come. I'd love it.
Being tour guide and topographical docent. Here from the Indian School.
If indeed plausible, will take a while. Where the money is is problematic.

Have fully retired. Plum tuckered out. Medicare issues. No help.
Please God I get that together too. Get back on my medications.
How atrocious the experience at Perry was. Don't understand. Ugh!
Except to make conjectures of no consequence. Spin wheels? No!

Church this morning and Mon & Dad's anniversary. 68th. Wow.
Indeed most people do not live to celebrate such, and this the case.
Funny memory: whatever was happening, I was in trouble somehow.
The hard taskmaker and Mother pleaded. "What're you - his attorney?"

Choose to have brighter memories. Difficult circumstance. Binding.
Wonder whether the kids will have another bogus party and not invite.
How hurtful they've been. I'm being punished over and over. Why?
I escape into delusions of Escalus: "All are punishèd." Really?

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