Again, a while since posting, Facebook and Twitter canalizing all energy. Same old, same old for the most part. The online relationship mentioned went kerblooie. She asked for money. Beautiful woman. Pathetic. Cut it off immediately.
That was something I should have done with my ex-wife instead of pleading to keep at the relationship. Relations... ha... she was fucking around and I still held out... hope. Pathetic. And she had nothing but contempt for me doing so. I wept. Yeah, should have terminated at first instance of disloyalty. There were several wreckers. To hell with them too. Had I cut it off, I might have been more focused about my well, and better, being.
Still haven't met the love of my life! In a circadian adjustment presently. Overnight activity. Not much happening at Denny's. The big event of the day the senior discount at the grocery store. Otherwise, I've got everything I need. Oh, yeah.
Took a ride last week. Superstitions. Into Tonto National Forest. Canyon Lake. Tortilla Flat. Real nice. Above is part of Tonto Basin. Wilderness between the Mazatzals and Superstitions. Would be something to hike in and camp. Some goal there. Lone Ranger indeed. Not up to it presently.
Have stopped going to church. Couldn't meet the goals I set thereby: quit smoking and lose some weight. I bought some dress slacks online in the next size down. Haven't even tried them on; know they'll be too tight. Despondent. The church I was attending was not a very enthusiastic place. Have an idea to go back to First Christian. We'll see.
That was something I should have done with my ex-wife instead of pleading to keep at the relationship. Relations... ha... she was fucking around and I still held out... hope. Pathetic. And she had nothing but contempt for me doing so. I wept. Yeah, should have terminated at first instance of disloyalty. There were several wreckers. To hell with them too. Had I cut it off, I might have been more focused about my well, and better, being.
Still haven't met the love of my life! In a circadian adjustment presently. Overnight activity. Not much happening at Denny's. The big event of the day the senior discount at the grocery store. Otherwise, I've got everything I need. Oh, yeah.
Took a ride last week. Superstitions. Into Tonto National Forest. Canyon Lake. Tortilla Flat. Real nice. Above is part of Tonto Basin. Wilderness between the Mazatzals and Superstitions. Would be something to hike in and camp. Some goal there. Lone Ranger indeed. Not up to it presently.
Have stopped going to church. Couldn't meet the goals I set thereby: quit smoking and lose some weight. I bought some dress slacks online in the next size down. Haven't even tried them on; know they'll be too tight. Despondent. The church I was attending was not a very enthusiastic place. Have an idea to go back to First Christian. We'll see.
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